i'm having one of those days.
sorta like the time i mistook the prep-h for toothpaste, but not as fun.
first, i had to send an email to confront a good friend about a money matter that has gotten out of hand, the outcome of which i'm unsure.
i hate confrontation.
i really do.
i hate it like i hate asteroids plummeting to the earth to destroy it.
i know that's strong but it's true.
then, i received a threatening email from some scam guy i pissed off in my fibomercials and scams blog, demanding that i remove a post, which i did.
but boy i went down swinging, which may fetch me another threat, which will start the whole thing all over again.
why do i do that to myself.
i'm such an idiot.
i think it's because i have a partially damaged brain from the time when i was three weeks old and fell off the table in one of those old fashion baby weighing machines.
when my mom took me to the emergency room with a hematoma the size of oprah, she told them it was a failed suicide attempt, that i had post partum depression before it became the next big thing.
i don't think they bought it though, but that's a whole other story my mom categorically denies.
anyway, i think it explains pretty much anything that needs explainin'.
the truth is, all i want is to find a job.
preferably one in which money is exchanged for work, and if healthcare is a part of it, all the better.
and if i can make enough to pay for legal fees, then holy cow that would be swell.
well, i'm gonna take a walk and shake this terrible state i'm in.
my blood pressure is probably higher than the IQ of me and my brothers all added up, which could put it around 157 or something that high.
i'll try to think of something real smart to share with you because right now i'm about as dumb as tar in winter.
and that's not good for pond business.
but i'll warn you right now, it's gonna take a lot of trying and i can't promise i'll come through for ya.
i'm just out of sorts today.
i'll snap out of it, especially if crystal and lee are in the amercian idol finals after tonight!
that would be terrific!
that certainly would.
because i picked them like back in 2003 or something that crazy for chrissakes.
(uh oh, i think i'm coming down with j.d. salinger disease to boot)